You always want what you cant have...

you get a taste but not the whole experience...
you dream big in hopes to fly,
and you make it off the ground,
but only for a second...
than you crash..
will you every fly forever..
see your dreams come true...
get a chance to experience it all..
will you ever get what you want
and have it forever?
yes!
once you realize its all His anyways..
so let go and let God.

Its the small things in life that captivate me the most.
like this oil on the road.
it's something ugly yet its been turned into
something so beautiful.

Its like the sound of rain on the roof.
you knows its not going to be a sunny day,
but you know
its going to be a relaxing one.
a refreshing one.

Its like the flicker of a candle.
it is so powerful, it could consume so much so quick.
but instead its just there,
the aroma is
peaceful.

peaceful?
what exactly is that.
if you ask me,
i would say its being content.

Right now i am content.
but to me being content is not always such a good thing.
i am longing, searching
i am wanting, believing
in something more than myself.
something more than life.