EmOtIoNs

So it kills me that i wear my heart on my sleeve..
i love to love people..
i love to see people happy and doing whats best for them.
i love to be loved and cared for.
i love to love and care for others.
i get attached quickly,
weather in a dating relationship or a friendship..
i cherish the simple things in life just
as much as i cherish the huge things.
i am blessed to be me.
i have a huge heart.
i miss people alot!
every day there is someone i miss..
ok alot of people i miss..
sometimes being in an army town is hard.
i meet and make friends..
and they get sent to jrotc,
or to the field.
or flat out deployed for a year at a time..
and that gets hard..
but im learning to toughen up thats for sure.!
i learn about myself daily.
and ive learned that no matter
how much love and joy i have in my heart..
it still ache's every day!!
aches for so many people, for so many things...

thats all the ramble i have for now..
g'night world..

I dreaded my hair.

its 12:31 pm. but really its 1:31 pm.
we spring foward an hour tonight.

i miss my friends.

im teaching 2-3 yearolds tomorrow at church :)
they make me laugh.

im ready for a vacation.

kennedy jane is growing by the day!!!

i really need to paint something !! im having withdrawls..
havent done it in awhile.

i wrote another song:
called..
free.

its on my youtube.
check it out.
search for
jbcgirl
no space or anything.
and you'll find me.

its not good.
haha

well g'night world.
imout!

-ps it was 80 degrees today and i layed out in my swimmy suit to get some sun..
its supposed to be cold again next week though.
thats nc weather for ya rigth there!